Honestly, I don't know what to say here anymore.
I've been gone for 8 months.

I signed on yesterday and saw how dangerously close to 3,000 I was.
And I realized that I hadn't passed 3,000 because I haven't been on in 8 months!

Then I got to thinking (yeah, the dangerous thing) and I realized that I've lost touch. dA used to be such a big part of my life, now what? I had over 1,000 messages in my inbox, and it killed me to delete them. I wish I had the time (and the bandwidth) to look at everything everyone has posted since I've been gone.

Well at least I realized who my real friends are. Even in my absence Mark and Phil have remained in touch. They are both amazing. From the random comments on myspace and the cellphone photowars with Phil, my life has been crazy but it's nice that they still care so much.

So I'm going to delete the old journals. I'm going to clean up the deviations too. I'll leave some of my favorites. I'll be honest, I was kind of afraid to come back and revist this old life of mine after everything that has changed.
Well the only constant is change after all.

I must say I am a changed person. Not the same Cate y'all used to know&love. I've been though a lot in the last 8 months. But hey, I'll never say more than that. So why not welcome me back?

I apologize now if I cannot go back & revisit all your older deviations, but I'll be good from now on, I promise.

*Back from the grave,

Love always.